Checkin in for the first time in damn near a month, its Staize. lol Hope u remember me.
Anyways sooo theres been a couple of things thats happened since I went back to Terpville. Back in class yadayada whoo hoo, decided I needed to get serious about being closer to GOD and found out I might have to move back home next semester. Otherwise, all has been well. For my birthday, my friends and I all went out, didn't make it to the party but still had a good time (pics on facebook ;-) ). My boobie bought me some sweet gifts, a DVD for the Family that Preys, and A voice recorder for classes, and took me out to eat (also pics on facebook). Once school started I did my best to stay in and study more often, and pretty much did so. But the few times I did step out, it never really turned out how I thought it would. lol but hey, thats the way it goes sometimes....
I guess what I'm really tryin to say is maybe its time for me to kick it indoors for a lil bit. Sometimes I feel like going out to the Bars and/or clubs is becoming played out. Not to say I won't want to go out again anytime soon, but maybe its a sign that I need to chill for a bit. ;-\
Que Será Será...
Now that Valentines Day is upon us all I guess I should speak of all things lovey dovey aye? Nah, I've never been too much of the corny romantic, but I will admit that I can be the hopeless type. The picture above is actually me and kohlya's first gifts to each other from valentines day. Idk, I just feel like the pic is soo.. us. Among other pics of course. But this pic just fit as my theme for this week. I don't know where me and Kohlya will be a month and or year from now. We're not perfect, we surely have been through it (well maybe not as bad as others). But at our best, we are love. Yea yea yea, so that last statement was corny, but true too. In relationships, good or bad, lustful or abusive when things are good, they're really good. And I'm happy to say that thats where me and bookie are right now. (I'm not condoning the abusive stuff, but simply stating the facts.) He may get on my nerves sometimes, but as long as its safe, normal and healthy, I sure don't mind going through it with him.
He's truly one of my best friends that I can tell anything, and right now in my life, I do not take that for granted. Due to recent discoveries and unfortunate series of events, I've come to figure out that some people I called the best, weren't really the best at all. And out of alot of people in my life currently, he's actually someone who I can say truly does look out for me and my best interest along with his own. He knows how to balance it and be the best that he can be. I pray every night that he can go on and continue being the sweetheart he is and only grow wiser and wealthier with time.
This Valentines weekend, I plan to make special because you know what he deserves it, and I already know I'll be getting the royal treatment anyway. Why not give it in return? So this Valentines Day, I ask to all those girls who are with some pretty good men, to put aside what bad they've done in the past. Because if it doesn't outweigh the good, its not worth bringing up this week. (Disclaimer: Uhhh but um, don't get me wrong, if he friggs up, then frigg him up and move on/get urs girl, more fish in the sea, MORE FISH IN THE DAMN SEA)lol
Simply put, At his best, he is love.
♥♥--->Staize XOXO
2 comments:
She's BACK!!!!! don't worry....the club scene is gettin old....and thats comin from me lol...and congrats on the love....good shit....don't make me wait no more lol
I really liked this blog. At some point, God will step in and allow certain things to take place to reveal who deserves to be a part of our lives and who doesn't. I'm just proud that you recognize the need for a closer bond with God - that's something we all need to work on. And as for the club scene, too much of anything is bad. So if you used to party in access then it's understandable why you'd be tired of it...lol. && as for your man, do your thing Staize. Good men are hard to come by these days. I'm happy for you baby. Happy V-day &&& let the spoiling begin = )
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