Writers Block.

Sometimes I just don't get how I can study for an exam, like really put in some effort and still get sharted on when taking it. And you know, Spanish sometimes can really get OD for me. I used to be a wiz at espanol, but ever since this semester began, I just can't remember/understand anything half the time. I don't know how I used to know mad words before and then forget how to conjugate hablar in the yo form on a friggen exam. I'm exaggerating, but WTH happend to me?
And I know that I could've studied for a week in advanced, but how much time can I make for one class when I have a million others. YO NO SE, YO NO SE, YO NO SE! Sometimes I often wonder if I'm made for college. I made more than decent grades in High school, and yet I just keep falling off the Terripan horse, or turtle rather. That may sound a bit extreme to say I should quit, but dag, I need to get my GPA up, and w/ this hard class I don't know how that will happen. I know I'm intelligent and I know I want it....
You know what, I just had an Epiphany.... Just as I have been for the past week or so, I'm gonna try my best not to stress. If I have to get a lower grade than I wanted in this class, thats what it'll have to be. All I can do is my best; it is a hard course no doubt; and I need to accept that.

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♥--->Staize XOXO

The other night...

T.O.N.Y.Solange
But then Tony called me one day
He said that he just called to say hey
And it wasn't until he called me back
That I realized I needed more than that
I'm alot wiser and a little older
Hey baby it was nice to know ya
Good bye Tony.

Still he wasn't just some regular guy
Tony's actually the other night
Oh why

I could've been in love by now
If it wasn't for Tony
I could've been in love by now
If it wasn't for Tony

I don't go with yesterday no more
Now I'm feeling free (I'm feeling free)
Today and tomorrow told me (what they said)
That's where I should be (that's where I should be)
That's where I should be (so I'm moving)
I'm moving (so I'm moving on)
I'm going, Can't wait forever (I'm moving on)
I'm going (so I'm moving on)
I'm leaving


Just like the shirt says :-)

Blah :-\

Sometimes u just get in these modes where you really just feel un-inspired(if that is a word..)
I kinda feel like that today. I miss my boyfriend. I really should work out, I really should be applying for scholarships and internships. I really should be doing some homework. And yet, I'm here, in a wifebeater, durag on my head and some draws with my leopard print slippers sitting in front of the comp, totally unmoved. *SIGH*
I think I'ma take my boy's offer up on that lunch and get outta the crib for a bit. I think food and laughter will brighten my day up.
♥--->Staize XOXO

So Anxious...

I just wanna be, I just wanna be successfulDrake & Trey Songz

So yea, its been a while. Tru tru. Well yesterday I took an exam for my Intercultural Communication class, which is a pretty interesting class fyi, and it was actually quite funny how I ended up punishing that joint.
I had a pretty book filled weekend when I went home 2 weekends ago. However, after a ton of studying complaining and writing, I came back sunday night only to wake up Monday morning to loads of snow. Needless to say, there was no school. Cool. That meant no exams! yay! lol
Anyways, I got a couple reschedules and an email that I could've sworn said my Intercultural joint was this wednesday (manana). Pero, I go to discussion class on Monday and find out that the joint is that day. SMH!! Soo blown. Not only did I not have my books for that class, let alone my wonderful note cards, BUT I LOAFED THE HELL OUTTA THE NIGHT BEFORE. SMH x2 Luckily, I had my trusty laptop, which had all my notes. So every chance I got, I peeped my notes in my first set of classes. Went into class @ 1, beasted the joint, (well more so "did fairly well" lol), and walked out feeling confident. I checked my grades online later that night and it said I had an 86! But since that was a little soon in my opinion, I'm not dancing on top of tables just yet.

So now I find out I have an exam in my other class on thursday. SMH I really must not read my syllabi fully. Along with that I have a spanish interview (entravista) and an exam tomorrow. It never ends lol. I feel the laziness coming on and I'm nowhere near done. SMH, I keep thinking, I JUST WANNA BE SUCCESSFUL!

I'm soooo ready for Spring Break, I'm not going anywhere but home lol, but i'm still siced! Plus a couple girls might make some guess apparences this weekend. YAAY!
Wish me luck this week!

♥--->Staize XOXO