I know he's a man, and doesn't need my help.
But he's my man, and sometimes he needs my help.
I know he has his pride, he wants to do it on his own.
But sometimes baby, you just can't make it alone.
I know your stubborn, you'll get the job done.
But let me speak, you know its me you shouldn't shun.
When the world is crumbling around you, and you have no hope.
I'll help you pick up the pieces, no need for you to mope.
I've got your back, in the best way I know how.
Theres really no need to push me away now.
Babe I know its hard and I may not fully understand.
But its you I choose to be with, and here I stand.
I'm here to strengthen you, pick you up off your feet.
I want to shelter you, love you, give you something to eat.
I love you babe, please don't throw this all away.
I promise things will get better for you, someday...
Love,
Your Angel
smh Yo no se, just had to get it out. He's going through it, but one day I know he'll understand..
Saturday, February 28, 2009
Sunday, February 22, 2009
Say Goodbye to LOOOOOOOVEEE :-)
OMGGGGG....
So I had to interrupt my homework to write this quick blog... (Si señor Procrastination is my best friend/worst enemy)lol.
Anyways, Yoooo, you don't know howww loooonnng I've been trying to find out the name of this song/artist, let alone see the vid! Wowzers. I know I'm probably mad late and all but whatev, I feel so satisfied now that I've scratched this itch lol!
ps: the beat is by the neptunes ^_^ (whom of which I am in absolute love w/!)
♥--->Staize XOXO
So I had to interrupt my homework to write this quick blog... (Si señor Procrastination is my best friend/worst enemy)lol.
Anyways, Yoooo, you don't know howww loooonnng I've been trying to find out the name of this song/artist, let alone see the vid! Wowzers. I know I'm probably mad late and all but whatev, I feel so satisfied now that I've scratched this itch lol!
ps: the beat is by the neptunes ^_^ (whom of which I am in absolute love w/!)
♥--->Staize XOXO
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Music is my anti drug...
If I wasn't in love with these men and their music before, I am now. :-)
The Dream is just the bomb (yea I said it) either way! Then he conjured this vid up. The graphics are sooo ill, and the girls are doing the exact dances I do to this song! lol I'm loving it. ♥ ♥
Kid Cudi, wowzers. He's the coolest. I swear I never get tired of his mixtape, *Thanx again Taz* and too bad Day & Nite is widely know solely for Jim Jones. SMH LOL Can't wait till he truly shines!
♥--->Staize XOXO
The Dream is just the bomb (yea I said it) either way! Then he conjured this vid up. The graphics are sooo ill, and the girls are doing the exact dances I do to this song! lol I'm loving it. ♥ ♥
Kid Cudi, wowzers. He's the coolest. I swear I never get tired of his mixtape, *Thanx again Taz* and too bad Day & Nite is widely know solely for Jim Jones. SMH LOL Can't wait till he truly shines!
♥--->Staize XOXO
Unexpected downfall
College..ahh how I love thee :-\
Feeling tired and defeated, I must say that I was ready to let it all go to hell this afternoon. After studying for the past week, (well I guess intensively for the past few days), I predict that I failed my two spanish exams. Now I imagine for those of who may not know me well, you may think, "hey well it is kind of a hard subject", or "Screw it! It only the first two tests." But if you were scholarly you would understand me when I say that I'm pissed that I couldn't buss those joints out with a bang.
smh WILL THE MADNESS EVER END? I know I may have overreacted this morning when I decided to just go straight home to waldorf right after my 2nd spanish class but I was simply too through. Once I regained my composure and quit my complaining in Kohlya's ear, I decided I need extra assistance. Whether it be a tutor or just reading my 1st spanish book in its complete entirety during the rest of the semester, thats what its gonna have to be. I've had a handle of Spanish all this time and frankly, I'd be damned if I got anything lower than a B in these joints.
SMH x 2
On to other news:
This past weekend was lovely of course! Spoiling was definitely done on both our parts and we surely enjoyed each other's company ;o). I got to see my girl Taz and once again made a failed attempt to hit the bars on route 1. Like Bri did, I should've stayed my ass in the apartment. smh. Oh well, another lesson learned i guess. Gotta follow my intuition more often.
This weekend I'll be attending a date auction for The Echelon Fashion Society. I think it should be fun and hope that a lot of people come. Maybe I'm partial cuz I did used to be apart of the exec board, (recently resigned for focus purposes), but I do believe it will be a great show!
Feeling tired and defeated, I must say that I was ready to let it all go to hell this afternoon. After studying for the past week, (well I guess intensively for the past few days), I predict that I failed my two spanish exams. Now I imagine for those of who may not know me well, you may think, "hey well it is kind of a hard subject", or "Screw it! It only the first two tests." But if you were scholarly you would understand me when I say that I'm pissed that I couldn't buss those joints out with a bang.
smh WILL THE MADNESS EVER END? I know I may have overreacted this morning when I decided to just go straight home to waldorf right after my 2nd spanish class but I was simply too through. Once I regained my composure and quit my complaining in Kohlya's ear, I decided I need extra assistance. Whether it be a tutor or just reading my 1st spanish book in its complete entirety during the rest of the semester, thats what its gonna have to be. I've had a handle of Spanish all this time and frankly, I'd be damned if I got anything lower than a B in these joints.
SMH x 2
On to other news:
This past weekend was lovely of course! Spoiling was definitely done on both our parts and we surely enjoyed each other's company ;o). I got to see my girl Taz and once again made a failed attempt to hit the bars on route 1. Like Bri did, I should've stayed my ass in the apartment. smh. Oh well, another lesson learned i guess. Gotta follow my intuition more often.
This weekend I'll be attending a date auction for The Echelon Fashion Society. I think it should be fun and hope that a lot of people come. Maybe I'm partial cuz I did used to be apart of the exec board, (recently resigned for focus purposes), but I do believe it will be a great show!
Hope to see u all there UMD!!
*except for those I don't wanna see, which is like 1/2 of the campus* :-P lol
♥--->Staize XOXO
*except for those I don't wanna see, which is like 1/2 of the campus* :-P lol
♥--->Staize XOXO
Saturday, February 7, 2009
At your best...
You're a positive motivating force within my life... should you ever feel the need to wonder why, let me know.Aaliyah
Checkin in for the first time in damn near a month, its Staize. lol Hope u remember me.
Anyways sooo theres been a couple of things thats happened since I went back to Terpville. Back in class yadayada whoo hoo, decided I needed to get serious about being closer to GOD and found out I might have to move back home next semester. Otherwise, all has been well. For my birthday, my friends and I all went out, didn't make it to the party but still had a good time (pics on facebook ;-) ). My boobie bought me some sweet gifts, a DVD for the Family that Preys, and A voice recorder for classes, and took me out to eat (also pics on facebook). Once school started I did my best to stay in and study more often, and pretty much did so. But the few times I did step out, it never really turned out how I thought it would. lol but hey, thats the way it goes sometimes....
I guess what I'm really tryin to say is maybe its time for me to kick it indoors for a lil bit. Sometimes I feel like going out to the Bars and/or clubs is becoming played out. Not to say I won't want to go out again anytime soon, but maybe its a sign that I need to chill for a bit. ;-\
Que Será Será...
Now that Valentines Day is upon us all I guess I should speak of all things lovey dovey aye? Nah, I've never been too much of the corny romantic, but I will admit that I can be the hopeless type. The picture above is actually me and kohlya's first gifts to each other from valentines day. Idk, I just feel like the pic is soo.. us. Among other pics of course. But this pic just fit as my theme for this week. I don't know where me and Kohlya will be a month and or year from now. We're not perfect, we surely have been through it (well maybe not as bad as others). But at our best, we are love. Yea yea yea, so that last statement was corny, but true too. In relationships, good or bad, lustful or abusive when things are good, they're really good. And I'm happy to say that thats where me and bookie are right now. (I'm not condoning the abusive stuff, but simply stating the facts.) He may get on my nerves sometimes, but as long as its safe, normal and healthy, I sure don't mind going through it with him.
He's truly one of my best friends that I can tell anything, and right now in my life, I do not take that for granted. Due to recent discoveries and unfortunate series of events, I've come to figure out that some people I called the best, weren't really the best at all. And out of alot of people in my life currently, he's actually someone who I can say truly does look out for me and my best interest along with his own. He knows how to balance it and be the best that he can be. I pray every night that he can go on and continue being the sweetheart he is and only grow wiser and wealthier with time.
This Valentines weekend, I plan to make special because you know what he deserves it, and I already know I'll be getting the royal treatment anyway. Why not give it in return? So this Valentines Day, I ask to all those girls who are with some pretty good men, to put aside what bad they've done in the past. Because if it doesn't outweigh the good, its not worth bringing up this week. (Disclaimer: Uhhh but um, don't get me wrong, if he friggs up, then frigg him up and move on/get urs girl, more fish in the sea, MORE FISH IN THE DAMN SEA)lol
Simply put, At his best, he is love.
♥♥--->Staize XOXO
Checkin in for the first time in damn near a month, its Staize. lol Hope u remember me.
Anyways sooo theres been a couple of things thats happened since I went back to Terpville. Back in class yadayada whoo hoo, decided I needed to get serious about being closer to GOD and found out I might have to move back home next semester. Otherwise, all has been well. For my birthday, my friends and I all went out, didn't make it to the party but still had a good time (pics on facebook ;-) ). My boobie bought me some sweet gifts, a DVD for the Family that Preys, and A voice recorder for classes, and took me out to eat (also pics on facebook). Once school started I did my best to stay in and study more often, and pretty much did so. But the few times I did step out, it never really turned out how I thought it would. lol but hey, thats the way it goes sometimes....
I guess what I'm really tryin to say is maybe its time for me to kick it indoors for a lil bit. Sometimes I feel like going out to the Bars and/or clubs is becoming played out. Not to say I won't want to go out again anytime soon, but maybe its a sign that I need to chill for a bit. ;-\
Que Será Será...
Now that Valentines Day is upon us all I guess I should speak of all things lovey dovey aye? Nah, I've never been too much of the corny romantic, but I will admit that I can be the hopeless type. The picture above is actually me and kohlya's first gifts to each other from valentines day. Idk, I just feel like the pic is soo.. us. Among other pics of course. But this pic just fit as my theme for this week. I don't know where me and Kohlya will be a month and or year from now. We're not perfect, we surely have been through it (well maybe not as bad as others). But at our best, we are love. Yea yea yea, so that last statement was corny, but true too. In relationships, good or bad, lustful or abusive when things are good, they're really good. And I'm happy to say that thats where me and bookie are right now. (I'm not condoning the abusive stuff, but simply stating the facts.) He may get on my nerves sometimes, but as long as its safe, normal and healthy, I sure don't mind going through it with him.
He's truly one of my best friends that I can tell anything, and right now in my life, I do not take that for granted. Due to recent discoveries and unfortunate series of events, I've come to figure out that some people I called the best, weren't really the best at all. And out of alot of people in my life currently, he's actually someone who I can say truly does look out for me and my best interest along with his own. He knows how to balance it and be the best that he can be. I pray every night that he can go on and continue being the sweetheart he is and only grow wiser and wealthier with time.
This Valentines weekend, I plan to make special because you know what he deserves it, and I already know I'll be getting the royal treatment anyway. Why not give it in return? So this Valentines Day, I ask to all those girls who are with some pretty good men, to put aside what bad they've done in the past. Because if it doesn't outweigh the good, its not worth bringing up this week. (Disclaimer: Uhhh but um, don't get me wrong, if he friggs up, then frigg him up and move on/get urs girl, more fish in the sea, MORE FISH IN THE DAMN SEA)lol
Simply put, At his best, he is love.
♥♥--->Staize XOXO
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